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Marjanca je živela skupaj s svojo ostarelo mamo. Pred kratkim jo je zapustil moški, s katerim je živela, potem pa se je skoraj hkrati zgodilo, da so jo vrgli iz podnajemniškega stanovanja in je izgubila službo. Ni mogla nikamor drugam kot k svoji živčni materi, ki je ni imela rada, čeprav je bila njen edini otrok.

Njena mama je bila vdova že dvajset let, potem, ko se je njen oče enostavno odločil, da se z njo ne bo več bojeval in je umrl. Zaradi nevemkakšne bolezni.

Marjanca je bila edini človek, ki je vedela, kakšna je njena mati v resnici. To je vedel tudi njen oče, a njega pač ni bilo več. Kaj je bilo z njeno materjo narobe? Odkar se Marjanca spomni, je bila živčna, izredno gospodovalna, ukazovalna in bognedaj, da je nekdo nekaj naredil tako, kot ni ona dovolila. Vedno in povsod je morala imeti prvo in zadnjo besedo. Njen otrok in oče se med sabo sploh nista smela pogovarjati, če je bila ona zraven. Kadarkoli je bila poleg, sta bila v hiši kreg in napetost. Marjanca je mislila, da je tako zaradi očeta, saj otroci mislimo, da je oče tisti, ki je glaven in kjer mora biti vse po njegovo.

Potem pa je z leti ugotovila, da se je oče samo branil pred njenimi napadi. Ja, napadi. Mama je stalno napadala in se stalno borila. Njen oče ni naredil ničesar, kar bi bilo dobro. Vedno je iskala negativne reči v njem.  Vedno mu je očitala, kaj vse je naredil narobe in zakaj ima uničeno življenje. In zato je Marjanca mislila, da je njen oče najslabši oče na svetu. Kako se je motila!

Ko je odrasla, je šla čim prej od hiše, a z moškimi ni imela sreče. Otrok ni mogla imeti in tako je hodila iz ene zveze do druge, dokler ni prišla spet k mami nazaj.

Očitno si je mati opomogla od očetove smrti in bila popolna kraljica položaja. V svoji hčerki je seveda videla grožnjo. No, Marjanca ni hotela ostati pri njej za vedno, samo dokler si ne najde službe, a njena mama je spet padla v tok misli, ki ga je bila navajena, ji očitala, da nima službe, da v življenju ni nič dosegla, tako kot recimo sosedovi otroci in da ni nič vredna. Te stvari je Marjanca poslušala od rane mladosti naprej.

Njena mama je živela v hišici z vrtom, ki jo je zgradil oče in je polovica pripadala njej. A njena mama je imela stalno napade besa, ko je prišlo do tega, da je pol hiše Marjančine. Po hiši je iskala stvari in če jih ni našla, je očitala Marjanci, da jih ji je ukradla.

Marjanca se je s časom naučila, kako se obnašati, da njena mama ne bi dobila napada, a potem je ugotovila, da si mama stvari enostavno izmišljuje, samo zato da bi igrala njeno igro – to je napadati in črniti njo. Torej je bilo popolnoma vseeno, kaj dela, mama si bo pač izmislila, kaj dela narobe.

Po nevem kakšni inspiraciji je Marjanca na vrt nasadila tulipane. Na vrtu se je sadilo in okopavalo seveda samo tako, kot je ukazala velika gospodarica mati.

Marjanca je našla sadike tulipanov vseh barv in jih umetniško razporedila po vrtu. Mislila si je, da jih bo njena mama pustila v miru, ko pa je tolikokrat poudarjala, kako rada ima tulipane in sploh rože…

Potem pa je videla, da želi točno tam, kjer je Marjanca nasadila tulipane, mama posejati travo. Zakaj, saj je bila prejšnja trava lepa in je sploh ni bilo treba sejati na novo.

Marjanca je opazila, da ima njena mama pripravljeno seme trave in da nestrpno hodi okoli vrta, a je ni želela nič vprašati, saj jo je bilo strah za tulipane.

Potem pa jo je enkrat le vprašala, kaj namerava s travo in je rekla, da bo počakala, da bodo tulipani odcveteli in da bo travo posadila tam, kjer so tulipani.

Marjanci je padel mrak na oči, začela je kričati na mamo, da zdaj razume, zakaj je oče zbolel poleg nje, saj tudi njemu ni pustila, da bi urejal vrt po svoje in sadil stvari, ki jih je on želel saditi.

Šla je na vrt in porezala vse tulipane in jih vrgla čez ograjo. In rekla mami: “Tako, zdaj lahko posadiš svojo travo!”

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Dajana Babič
0
Jan 10, 2014
Ja. .)
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Liza Whiteapple
0
Jan 10, 2014
Če eden od dveh ni pripravljen komunicirati, je normalna komunikacija nemogoča. Je komu znan izraz kontrolfrik? No...ta ne bo zadovoljen dokler ne bo vse po njegovo. Prepoznam mamo. Ves trud zamanj. Predlog? Reši se kdor se more.
#5
Dajana Babič
1
Jan 10, 2014
Zlobni, hvala za komentar :)
#4
Zlobni
0
Jan 09, 2014
Prepoznal sem besno Marjanco.
Soseda je ozmerjala moža, da je len, smrdi kot dihur, naj dvigne rit in gre okopat krompir. Čez dobro uro se vrne ves ponosen, da je delo dobro opravil in zloži štiri gajbice krompirja v senco pred hišo. Nasmejan se pohvali ženi. Ona pa zažene vik in krik ter ga zmerja z nesposobnežem, drugih besed ne zapišem.
Zaradi ne poslušanja, dobrega sporazumevanja, dogovora je dva meseca prekmalu krompir izkopan.
Tudi čebulice tulipana, bi se lahko presadilo, na skupaj dogovorjene prostorčke.
#3
Dajana Babič
0
Jan 08, 2014
Pa res, Dule. (:
#2
Dušan Mirić
0
Jan 07, 2014
Nedolžni zmeraj nastradajo!
#1
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