I was singer, I was jornalist, I was running every day 6 km or something... I had a boyfriend who took pictures of me, we were traveling around and enjoyed life... ... I could have "nice" materialistic life, but my call was very intense, very strong, I could not deny it, I could not keep my nice job, I could not keep my nice boyfriend anymore ...

I just left everything and went to save the world 30 years ahead of Trump... but than I saw that I felt in the trap and since I could not do anything... I said... OMG, I am already 35 years old, it will soon be too late for me to get kids... I will marry first psyhopath who will came across my path just to have kids... I wanted to have 10 kids, and nice house and nice life... nothing from this... but this was my path, this was my growth...