When do we really live? It's when we are in love, when we are in high vibration... it's when I put Rebell Yell on the loudest, but it is not enough loud for me, so I need to press my headphones with hands, that the music goes directly into my blood. Like that I go high. I remember those days, when I was "alive" in my twenties, when we went to the disco and we danced on the music we liked and we just shaked all the horrible things which where imposed to us from our parents and school. I went in the disco at least two times a week. I didn't have a gramophone, nor I didn't have a casette player (oh, later I borrow it from my boyfriend), I just enjoy it when I heared it on the radio and of course fully exposed to it in disco. Music we raved on was: Smoke on the water, Doobie Brothers, Roadhouse Blues from Doors, Pour some sugar on me... etc... etc...This music made us "high" in this time and I am still listening it today. It has and energy and pushes me high. 

Anyway, what I was supposed to say... so, we live like that, when we are in love we are more alive, when we are hurt we are less alive. Actually after some things which happens in our life we can stop being alive and went into hybernation like anymals. This happens with people who lost their loved ones, who went into retirement and they didn't find something to do which is exciting them. This happened to me last ten years or more. I just lived for my children. I had enough of playing with searching for partners. I mean, i had lots of chatting with men asking me if I am single, I was chatting with two people really seriously. I actually think that they are my "twins" - since everyone has 11 twins above and 11 twins under... but I stopped every conversation when they say that they will come to see me. It is always like that on internet. You have a virtual relationship. But in order to became a the true relationship you need to see if it works in real.

So, there was this girl, who lost her boyfriend when she was sixteen. She was in shock and did not understand why this happened (the answer she found in the year 2014 at Grigori Grabovoi who is saying that resurrection for a dead man is so easy like for man alive to be healed from a common cold). But when she was sixteen, she didn't get it, she need to get through the whole cicle of relationships, reliving all kind of torture and ignorance from her partner, suicide attempts, getting children, being neglected, ignored - until she learned that everything what was imposed to herself was done by herself! And everything can be changed. And... we are not getting old together - we are getting young together! In slovenian the word for "old" is "star". Everytime when on FB someone complains how old he is already, I tell him: "Oh, you are such a big star"! (There exists in Latin America a person who is 2800 years old, when we are in the 5th dimension - there is no death, no age, no disease, no time - we are all around 30 - 35 years old).

We are immortal, if somebody "died", he will come back, everyone can ressurect people. We were crated like that from God, and he is immortal too. There exists soulmates. They can be in the same contry one lives or not. They can be the same age, or not. Soulmate is somebody who helps the other one to go through whatever is going into their life. But there are also twinflames... actually I dont' care about this terminology, everyone has it. Maybe you found it, maybe not yet, but for me it was kind of comfort thought after all those misfortunes in my life.