Puzzle

Objavil/a Tadeja Virant, dne 2014-10-15 ob 10:30:36

Zvečer sem  na spletu opazila sliko s puzzli.
Puzzle v meni vedno sprožijo spomin na zelo žalosten dogodek.
Bilo je jutro, ko bi Vojko moral odpotovati službeno v Malezijo. Za dva tedna.
Prejšnji dan smo  praznovali Lovrov rojstni dan. Četrti.
Pozno zvečer se je Vojko spomnil, da ima pri mami še dve knjigi, ki bi ju moral vzeti s seboj. Prtljago je imel že vso pripravljeno. Tako se je odločil, da gre do mame po knjigi, tam prespi in zjutraj pride domov, kjer ga bo službeni šofer pričakal in odpeljal na letališče.
Normalno sem šla spat.
Pol sedmih zjutraj me nekaj vrže pokonci. Dobesedno skočila sem in se usedla v postelji, ne vedoč kaj, zakaj.. Potem zaspim nazaj. Bila je sobota.
Ob osmih spodaj pozvoni, šofer je prišel iskat Vojka.
Zmedena in presenečena, ker še ni prišel, nisem vedela kaj mu reči. Naj pač malo počaka.
Oblečem se in odidem do tel. govorilnice (še nisva imela telefona doma) in pokličem njegovo mamo. Pove, da ga ni več, da je že šel, ni pa slišala kdaj. Odgovorim, da ni prišel, da bo zamudil let.
Ne veva kaj se dogaja.
Pokličem še njegovega prijatelja T.. ki je imel doma telefon in ga prosim naj pokliče na policijo in vpraša, če se je zgodila kaka prometna nesreča.
T. je stanoval 10 min stran, peš.
Odidem domov. Lovro se je že zbudil, dam mu zajtrk. Poje.
Med darili, ki jih je dobil prejšnji dan, je bila tudi velika škatla s puzzli.
Da bi nehala premišljevati, skrbeti in v strahu pričakovati razplet dogodkov, sem odprla škatlo, vsebino stresla na mizo in počasi začela sestavljati sliko.
Šofer je medtem odšel, let je bil zamujen.
Lovro mi nekaj minut pomaga, se naveliča in odide k svojim igračam.
Moje misli so podivjale. Kaj se je zgodilo? Kje je?
Temna in težka slutnja je počasi legala na moje misli, telo, občutke.
Čez nekaj časa pride T. in pove, da je klical, pa nič izvedel. Odide. Tudi njemu ni nič jasno. Tudi on zaskrbljen, skriva, da ne bi opazila.
Sliko sestavljam naprej. V vsakem koščku je bil košček mojega strahu.
Počasi jo sestavljam, prisilim se, da iščem posamezne delce, kajti v sebi me je odnašalo daleč stran.
Medtem na Kodeljevem, po mojem klicu, gre Vojkova mama pogledat do garaže, če je avto v njej. In najde svojega sina, mrtvega v avtu.

Sestavljam puzzle. Živčna, prestrašena.. Lovro je povsem miren, sluti, da se nekaj težkega dogaja.
Zopet pozvoni. Grem do balkona, spodaj stoji T. Reče: "Pridi odpret." Gledam ga, kako se obrne in počasi odide proti vhodnim vratom. Glavo je popolnoma sklonil proti prsom, ramena potegnil k sebi in takrat sem vedela: "Mrtev je." Govorica T. telesa mi je povedala, da je mrtev.
Brez dvoma sem vedela. Povsem sem vedela.
Da, T. je prišel v stanovanje in mi povedal- Vojko je danes zjutraj naredil samomor.
Sesedla sem se. Moje življenje se je spremenilo za vedno.
Tudi življenje mojega sina.
Na mizi je ostala komaj začeta slika.
Od takrat puzzle v meni vedno sprožijo spomin, ki nikoli ne bo prijazen.

profileimage
Všeč mi je
3
Komentarji
1
Dajana Babič
0
Oct 15, 2014
Ojoj.:(
#1
Tadeja Virant
Tadeja Virant
Objavil/a 2014-10-15 10:30:36 (Oct 15, 2014)
Starejša objava Novejša objava
ZADNJE OBJAVE
Življenje je igra. Igraj se.
Mogoče sva se RKC in jaz v mojem srcu spravili. Mogoče.
Enkrat sem že umrl..
Velika noč, velika potrošnja
Ona/e in jaz
Zaupanje
Zima bela... vrh gore sedela
"Dom"
9.6.2014, Na poti iz Logatca proti Planinskemu polju (slov.Jakobova pot)
Ob dar ovanje
ZADNJI KOMENTARJI
IŠČI PO ARHIVU
April 2020
PTSČPSN
12345
6789101112
13141516171819
20212223242526
27282930

Oglasi

3017.) iskanje

Kategorija: Leposlovje

Cena: 8.99 €

hager werken embalming powder +27640518120 (pink and white) compound/fluids for sale in south africa hager werken embalming compounds, pink and white powder are general items from germany. embalming is the art and science of preserving human remains by treating them in its modern form with chemicals to forestall decomposition. the intention is to keep them suitable for public display at a funeral,for religious reasons, or for medical and scientific purposes such as their use as anatomical specimens. embalming compound in powder form both pink and white radio active and (hot and not hot) its all available. at preferably adorable prices starting from one kilogram upwards ,we are looking for a good buyer. typically embalming compound (fluid) contains a mixture of formaldehyde, methanol, and other solvents. the formaldehyde content generally ranges from 50 to 97 percent and the methanol content may range from 9 to 89 percent.the types of embalming powder depends on the purity and colour. purity:98% ,100% hot compound origin:germany brand. hager werken purity on colour. pink 98% white 100% distributor dentist / dental technician.  hager & werken products are sold through the dental trade worldwide.  we are leading suppliers of germany made embalming compound to clients in south africa and other african states. . contact: +27640518120 or watsup.

Kategorija: Antikvariat in Antikvitete

Cena: 100 €

@europe universal ssd chemical solution+27660432483 in uk,norway,egypt, turkey, libya, thailand, belgium, spain, netherlands, brazil, switzerland we have ssd automatic chemical solution for cleaning black money and any color of defaced currency available in our laboratories worldwide. our ssd automatic solution is also used in the cleaning of bank notes with anti-breeze quality, bills like usd, euros, pounds and other local currencies. we are direct manufacturer and the main supplier of chemicals that includes ssd solution, super automatic solution. we have different types of chemicals that can perfectly clean out your notes, black notes, red notes, green notes, stained notes, stamped notes and also coded notes. we also melt frozen chemicals in our laboratory and our services are professional. we therefore provide legal document for all our products. contact us for more information: 

Kategorija: Storitve

Cena: 200 €

@universal suppliers of ssd chemical solution +27660432483 in south africa, protea glen , chiawelo , protea north , mthatha nelspruit newcastle pietermaritzburg pinetown polokwane port elizabeth potchefstroom pretoria randburg roodepoort rustenburg sebokeng soshanguve e, harare, namibia, windhoek, botswana to purchase best ssd solution clean black notes dollars we also? sale chemicals like ssd automatic solution form cleaning black dollars currencies. i hereby use this media to inform you, that our company can clean out black deface currency, (stained money) bank notes, we have all kinds of chemicals used for cleaning of black money or stained money in currencies such as u.s dollar, euro, pound, and all local currencies, even if your defaced note is 20 years old, we sale chemicals like tourmaline, s.s.d. chemical / solution , castro x oxide, a4. and many like activation powder & ssd solution for cleaning black money chemical and allied product incorporated is a major manufacturer of industrial and pharmaceutical products with key specialization in the production of s.s.d automatic solution used in the cleaning of black money,defaced money and stained bank notes with anti breeze 

Kategorija: Storitve

Cena: 200 €

$$100% universal chemical ssd solution & activation powder +27660432483 in south africa,uk,johannesburg,witbank,soweto,cape town,burgersfort,eastern cape,vanderbijlpark,polokwane, thohoyandou, phalaborwa,mokopane, bochum, lebowakgomo, mankweng, seshego, dendron, giyani, lephalale, musina,alexandra johannesburg lenasia midrand randburg,roodepoort, sandton, alberton, germiston, benoni,boksburg,rakpan,daveyton,duduza,edenvale ,germiston impumelelo, isando katlehong kempton park, kwathema, nigel reiger park springs, tembisa, thokoza,tsakane, vosloorus wattville atteridgaeville centurion hammanskraal ,we only deals on high quality s. s. d. chemicals solution for cleaning black money we are manufacturer and seller of all sort of chemicals like super automatic ssd solution z. w. v. 8 model activation powder and reactivation powder, anti air powder, mercury powder, automated money developer machines congeal chemical melting equipments,

Kategorija: Storitve

Cena: 200 €

free state ssd chemical solution suppliers for cleaning black money +27660432483 in lenasia , lawley , protea glen , chiawelo , protea north , zakariyya park , eldorado park a/h , orlando , ennerdale , mid-ennerdale , zondi , zola , soweto , pimville , orlando west , nancefield , naledi , mohlakeng , dobsonville , bram fischerville , diepkloof , kagiso , rangeview , homes haven , boltonia , lewisham , mindalore , west village , luipaardsvlei , silverfields , breaunanda , greenhills , randgate , finsbury , eikepark , carletonville , oberholzer , protea south , wolfelea ah , magaliesburg , eldorado estate , tladi , klipspruit west , meadowlands , thulani , devland , mofolo north , jabulani , dhlamini , molapo , phiri , doornkloof bellville benoni bloemfontein boksburg cape town centurion durban east london empangeni george germiston ibhayi johannesburg katlehong kempton park khayelitsha kimberley klerksdorp mamelodi mitchells plain mthatha nelspruit newcastle pietermaritzburg pinetown polokwane port elizabeth potchefstroom pretoria randburg roodepoort rustenburg sebokeng soshanguve soweto springbok stellenbosch tembisa thohoyandou umlazi upington vanderbijlpark vereeniging welkom witbank eastern cape free state gauteng kwazulu-natal limpopo mpumalanga zambia, zimbabwe in johannesburg, london, england, uk, usa, california, south africa, cape town, pretoria, zambia, lusaka, zimbabwe, harare, namibia, windhoek, botswana call +27660432483 to purchase best ssd solution clean black notes dollars we also? sale chemicals like ssd automatic solution form cleaning black dollars currencies.

Kategorija: Storitve

Cena: 200 €

@switz land & denmark ssd chemical/activation powder +27660432483 in uk,usa,sweden,germany,kuwait, nelspruit newcastle pietermaritzburg pinetown polokwane port elizabeth potchefstroom pretoria randburg roodepoort rustenburg sebokeng soshanguve e, harare, namibia, windhoek, botswana to purchase best ssd solution clean black notes dollars we also? sale chemicals like ssd automatic solution form cleaning black dollars currencies. i hereby use this media to inform you, that our company can clean out black deface currency, (stained money) bank notes, we have all kinds of chemicals used for cleaning of black money or stained money in currencies such as u.s dollar, euro, pound, and all local currencies, even if your defaced note is 20 years old, we sale chemicals like tourmaline, s.s.d. chemical / solution , castro x oxide, a4. and many like activation powder & ssd solution for cleaning black money chemical and allied product incorporated is a major manufacturer of industrial and pharmaceutical products with key specialization in the production of s.s.d automatic solution used in the cleaning of black money,defaced money and stained bank notes with anti breeze 

Kategorija: Storitve

Cena: 200 €

@cape town ssd chemical solution +27660432483 in uk,kuwait,     bellville benoni bloemfontein our vision to be the leading premier super automatic ssd solution, anti-breeze bank notes in bellville benoni bloemfontein boksburg cape town ....call or whatsapp +27660432483 knocks at our door step is uniquely   positioned to consistently provide high-value solutions and world-changing   chemicals and services to our clients.we are specialized in chemistry for anti-breeze   bank notes. we also do chemicals melting and recovering of all type of bad   money from black to white as you can see below.   anti-freezing preparations and prepared de-icing   fluids, ssd solution. victrola paste, tebi-manetic solution, defaced currency,   cleaning chemical

Kategorija: Storitve

Cena: 200 €

@ssd chemical solution/activation powder in south africa +27660432483 in bellville benoni bloemfontein our vision to be the leading premier super automatic ssd solution, anti-breeze bank notes in bellville benoni bloemfontein boksburg cape town ....call or whatsapp +27660432483 knocks at our door step is uniquely   positioned to consistently provide high-value solutions and world-changing   chemicals and services to our clients.       we are specialized in chemistry for anti-breeze   bank notes. we also do chemicals melting and recovering of all type of bad   money from black to white as you can see below.       anti-freezing preparations and prepared de-icing   fluids, ssd solution. vectrol paste, tebi-manetic solution, defaced currency,   cleaning chemical. darkened currency, black coated notes, cleaning black money

Kategorija: Storitve

Cena: 200 €

@limpopo suppliers of ssd chemical/activation powder+27660432483 in south africa   malaysia, johannesburg,lebanon, zambia,usa,kenya, california,    dallas,england,german,spain, jamaica,st,lucia, brasil,austria,vancouver, denmark,hong kong,    china,,pretoria, durban, australia, wales, france,cairo,china, norway,, botswana,    namibia,tanzania,northern cape,new york,limpopo sweden, kenya, denmark, rwanda,    oman,qatar,dubai,poland,lesotho,canada, united kingdom,we are specialized in chemistry for anti-breeze   bank notes. we also do chemicals melting and recovering of all type of bad   money from black to white as you can see below.contact us on +27660432483

Kategorija: Storitve

Cena: 200 €

  @mpumalanga best ssd chemical solution suppliers +27660432483 in south africa, protea glen, mpumalanga, secund, witbank, soweto bellville benoni bloemfontein boksburg cape town centurion durban east londongeorge germiston ibhayi johannesburg katlehong kempton park nhayelitsch polet neve kempton park randburg roodepoort rustenburg sebokeng soshanguve soweto springbok stellenbosch tembisa vanderbijlpark vereeniging welcome witbank eastern cape free state gauteng kwazulu-natal limpopo mpumalanga zambia, zimbabwe in johannesburg, london, england, uk, usa, california, south africa, cape town, pretoria, zambia, lusaka , zimbabwe, harare, namibia, windhoek,botswana call +27660432483 to purchase best ssd solution clean black notes dollars we also? sale chemicals like ssd automatic solution form cleaning black dollars currencies. i hereby use this media to inform you, that our company can clean out black deface currency, (stained money) bank notes, we have all kinds of chemicals used for cleaning of black money or stained money in currencies such as u.s dollar, euro, pound, and all local currencies, even if your defaced note is 25 years old, we sale chemicals like tourmaline, s.s.d. chemical / solution , castro x oxide, a4. and many like activation powder & ssd solution for cleaning black money chemical and allied product incorporated is a major manufacturer of industrial and pharmaceutical products with key specialization in the production of s.s.d automatic solution used in the cleaning of black money,defaced money and stained bank notes with anti breeze quality.others for damaged notes, bills like usd,euro, pounds, transferring

Kategorija: Storitve

Cena: 200 €

59.) aspirin za tomaža

Kategorija: Mladinska literatura

Cena: 8.99 €

Prikaži več
Zapri predvajalnik
Prikaži seznam predvajanja
Prestavi predvajalnik
Povečaj