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Objavil/a Tadeja Virant, dne 2014-12-12 ob 23:40:11

Pri fejsbuku mi gre najbolj na živce to, da se videi, kar sami odprejo. In da ogromno ljudi lepi in deli videe, ki so polni neumnosti, norosti in nasilja. Nad živalmi in celo nad otroci. V življenju nisem videla toliko trapastih in nasilnih reči, kot teh nekaj let, kar sem prisotna na fejsu.
Danes, preden sem opoldne šla od doma, sem še enkrat na hitro skočila na fb, pa mi seveda ni bilo niti najmanj treba.
In dobila sem težko, težko učno uro.
Prva stvar , ki sem jo zagledala, je bil posnetek v katerem ženska tepe majhnega otroka- dojenčka starega kakih 9-10 mesecev. Otroček je ležal v kotu postelje na trebuščku, ona je sedela pred njim in ga tepla, ščipala, tepla z blazino po glavi, po celem telesu, brcala z nogo...
Po kakih 10 sekundah posnetka, vsa zgrožena prekinem predvajanje, nejeverna, da je kaj takega možno in da jo je nekdo snemal, pa ni posredoval. Solze mi začnejo liti.
Potem, sem sklenila, da posnetek pogledam naprej. Z veliko, veliko, res veliko muko sem spet začela gledati in se spet ustavila, ker je bila groza nepredstavljiva.
Po nesreči se je vključil še zvok in to ubogo dete je kričalo za umret.
V želodcu, v pleksusu me je potegnilo skupaj (evo spet jokam..) in občutila sem vse kar je občutilo to malo nedolžno detece. Vsake toliko je dvignil in obrnil glavico, ampak jih je še bolj 'fasal'.
Še 3x sem vmes prekinila posnetek, da sem ga sploh lahko pogledala do kraja.
Hotela sem ga pogledati v celoti.
Če je ta otroček zmogel to preživeti, potem jaz zmorem to pogledati.
Vse trpinčenje tega sveta se je v tistih štirih minutah zvrnilo na moje telo. Jokala sem na glas, kot v trenutkih, ko je glas edino, kar še imaš.
V pleksusu me je vrtinčilo in vsa sem se tresla.
Grozo. Danes sem podoživela vso grozo maltretiranega otroka.
Zavestno in hote sem šla vanjo. Bolelo je kot hudič.
Morala sem iti vanjo, da jo dam dokončno vso ven, da izjokam in odžalujem vso svojo zgodovino, v kateri so me mučili, trpinčili in zlorabljali kot otroka.
V kateremkoli od življenj. Svojih ali mojih prednikov.
Včasih resno podvomim v to, da dobro vedno zmaga, da je svetloba nad temo.
Da ljubezen prevlada nad strahom.

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Tadeja Virant
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Dec 15, 2014
:) Ja Ana, pa spet srečala vse svoje drage <3
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Ana Kos
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Dec 14, 2014
Jaz pa upam, da se bom oddahnila na drugi strani ;)
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Tadeja Virant
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Dec 14, 2014
Ana, nerazumljive reči se včasih dogajajo. Sem in tja si rečem: Komaj čakam, da pridem na drugo stran, da mi bo upam vidna širša slika. Hvala za link, bom prebrala... Zanimiva so tista ajurvedska načela glede spanja, za nekaj od njih prvič slišala.
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Tadeja Virant
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Dec 14, 2014
Hvala Tara, že nastavljeno
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Tara
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Dec 13, 2014
Imata nastavitev, kjer prekineta samodejno predvajanje videa. Priporočam, to so res nepotrebne bedarije.
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Ana Kos
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Dec 13, 2014
Tadeja, tudi mene jezijo videi, ki kar začenjo delati, ne da bi jaz hotela. Še bolj, od kar sem brala, da so tisti, ki jih dajejo gor, plačani od klikov. Velja moj klik, čeprav sploh nisem odprla, pač pa se je sam?

In zdaj tale video z otročkom ...
Videla sem ga.
Strašen je.
Nerazumljiv.
Meni se je zdelo, da gre za nekakšno načrtno mlatenje ... kaj hoče povedat tista grozna ženska?
Veš, v vzhodni kulturi podnevi ne pustijo človeku kar spati, tudi otrokom ne, tudi bolnikom ne - ker da tedaj pridejo zli duhovi.
Morda ima to grozno početje zvezo s tem.
Hotela je otroku nekaj vbiti v telo in dušo.
Le kaj?
Morda ni to počela samo ena ženska, morda to počnejo v tistih krajih tudi drugi?
Nisem pa brala nobenih tekstov, tako da ne vem.
Me je pa groza ... še ob spominu na tisti video.

Ampak če bi samo hotela buditi otroka, ne bi tega počela na tak način ...

Vidi se, in kako se vidi neka hudobna načrtnost v tistem početju.
Niso je ustavili? Zakaj??? Morda niso upali?
Morda je to del okolja s svetim prepričanjem, da tako mora biti???
Grozljivka. :(

Tudi jaz včasih dvomim, da zmaga dobro. kako lahko gledamo na vojno, ko umre na milijone nedolžnih ljudi ... in potem naj bi zmagalo dobro. Katero dobro?
Ali pa ne vem, kaj je dobro ...

P.S.: Tukaj o tem, da naj podnevi ne bi spali:
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O zdravem spanju

In ko takole razmišljam, se mi vse bolj zdi, da imajo prav. Ahmmm. Velikokrat si rečem, da bom zvečer šla kmalu v post
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